It is 2dpo today. I got my rise in temp yesterday. Still never got a peak on the CB machine. I am going to return the last box of sticks and exchange for new ones. And I have a new mantra this time.
We had a friend, a spiritual mentor type friend, come over on Sunday. She has been one of our prayer partners on this journey and the week prior at church said she wanted to do some work with us before the next insem. We sat together and she talked about breathing and deep belly meditative breathing and how important it is for healing and overall health. And then she began to talk about our desires and prayer and gave us a different approach. I had always been in a "God, I really want/need this, Please help, Please make it happen, Please..." But she talked about our desires as being God seeded. In other words it is not me just wanting something and asking for it. It was God that put that desire in us to begin with and absolutely wants to fulfill that in our lives. So rather than me do the wrestling prayer of "oh please God", my new mantra prayer is simply "Thank you, God". Believing that although I don't know when ( and sooner for me would be better :-) for me), God is going to complete the work He began.
We then did some breathing work and she did some R*eiki on me. My eyes were closed so I could not see how that is done, but I felt "warm" moving up and down my body. We read a couple prayers about hope and longing and then she prayed over us. It felt really good.
Long deep breath... Thank you, God. Thank you, God. Thank you, God.
6 comments:
That was BEAUTIFUL...moving....and holds so much impact on a lot of us who have struggled with infertility. What a wonderful light to shed on things.
I like your new approach girls.
Thank YOU !
What a beautiful new mantra. And completely, wholly true.
Thank you for sharing - wishing a thousand wishes for you...
Wow! I think I might have to try that next time.
Frame of mind really can change these things around. For me, it was getting a bit more settled in my life and getting my head on straight - and I didn't even really know it at the time.
Looks like your timing was pretty good too! Thank you, God!!
Very nice. And thanks for sharing. You know we're gonna try this too. :o)
Much peace to you.
I hope that your new mantra brings your baby to you. I can't wait to hear your BFP.
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