Bah Humbug...

We had a wonderful time being off these past six days together. We spent time w/ Ali's family in S. FL. and will see my family in Jan.

Our BFN came last night on the 15thDPO. I just don't understand......I hurt for Ali. I watch her time and time again, to try and hold it all together. I think she knew on Christmas eve that we weren't pregnant this time.....she cried the whole day. I try to be positive and stick to our mantra...Thank you God, Thank you God, Thank you God. I am thankful, I am tired, I am hurting for Ali, I am sad, I am...

I dedicate to all those who are trying, who are grieving, who want to give up, who have lost hope...I share with you and as a reminder to myself....

I beg you...to have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language. Don't search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer. ~Rainer Maria Rilke ~

Thank you to our dear friend Susan who gave us this card when we lost our baby in Aug.

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