#10 One down... one to go

I'm not sure how I feel. I mean I feel a little crampy, ok, that is fine. But I mean how I feel now that I might be pregnant again. Tonight's IUI went well. We didn't get to see the swimmers under the microscope (La's favorite part) because we were at the MW house. But all other parts went smoothly even that nasty little tenaculum, argh, wasn't too bad. The really good news is the IUI catheter went in really easily. The last IUI that resulted in pregnancy the catheter went in farther than it ever had before with a 'pop' noise even. We think that was part of our success, so it going in so well tonight is a good sign. I thought about K&M's bag of specials today, but had to work this morning so didn't get a chance to round anything up. Don't know what I would put in it. (I think y'all should just sell duplicates of yours :-) )

I started feeling very ovulatory last night so I fretted some today about the timing... are we waiting too late, oh no! But then I opened up an e-mail devotional I get from C*athedral of H*ope in Dallas, anyone know it- the largest gay church in the world. Anyways today's lesson was about timing, God's timing and faith that God's timing is right. Now I was not too pleased with this concept when we 'lost' (still hate that word) our first baby, but I am trusting that since I cannot see the whole picture that God's timing is perfect. So I felt that was just for me today and I was able to relax more.

So this was IUI #10, first try after miscarriage, no clomid this time, temping- check, CB fertililty monitor-check, R*obitussin nightly-check, evening p*rimrose oil daily-check (just until ovulation), PNV-check, two vials...one down(up)...one to go

Tomorrow morning 8am we will be at it again and then ah the TWW...

Oh and...Holla! Our first night alone in three weeks, yeah! My mom is coming back tomorrow :-)