Thursday, March 4, 2010
Awe
When I look into her eyes and kiss her soft cheeks and smell her sweet smell, I am still in awe that she is mine and I am hers and my heart is filled to overflowing with joy and I am grateful. And I say to her 'I am your mommy!' and she looks at me like she is not surprised. But sometimes I am. The TTC road was so long and painful, it seems so unreal at times. I say to myself 'can you believe that? I am someone's mommy'. I waited my whole life to be a mommy and it feels so good. I still can't believe it sometimes. I have to remind myself this is real. I get to love her forever. And I whisper in her ear from that book. I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always. As long as I'm living, my baby you'll be. And she just smiles at me like 'hey, I love you too, why are you getting so teary when you say that?'. And I squeeze her the tightest and never want to let go.
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yes, yes. I completely agree. As long as I'm living, my baby you'll be.
This made me tear up. I felt every word. Seriously, I couldn't be more happy for all of you.
xo.
and it never goes away. i still look at my babies (10 and 6) and get that feeling of ......"wow i'm your mommy" still cant believe it sometimes. the best sound is hearing my children say "i love u mommy!" i waited my whole life for that! its amazing isnt it?
Adorable!!! She is so precious!
Awe is right, now I need a tissue!
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